Something is definitely wrong here. I'm not supposed to be sad. I supposed to be successful and happy... yes, happy. I must have no worries, I must be cheerful and have someone to talk english with. I should be smart and like sports. I should be loyal and not so... well, sensitive to everything. I should learn not to give up. I should search for the one I love and stop being such a lazy girl. Stop it, stop it... this isn't me. Something is tearing me apart. Help? No way. I've gotta deal with it myself.
This is not the time for role games, dear. This is all wrong.